FFMSD – 38

DANIEL Sixty seconds pass, and she is still not stopping me. Our breaths are hitching as the kiss gets deeper. The longer we keep kissing, the more I get aroused. Damn, I have been longing for this for such a long time, but I had to wait until she submitted herself to me. Maybe this is wrong, but it feels so right. Oh, this confirms everything I thought about her. She was in denial about her feelings, but she came to a point when she is no longer denying how she feels about me. Wait. Dammit, me! She is intoxicated right now, and she might not know what she is doing. I should stop this before I get into trouble tomorrow… but damn, I am feeling her. “Wait,” I whisper between the kisses. “No, daddy,” She squeals, holding on tight to me. Who am I to deny her what she wants? What my baby girl wants, she will receive without a question. Our kiss starts getting harder and deeper. This makes me mad because she seems to be experienced, which makes me wonder if the cherry has been popped. By who? My hands are starting to misbehave. They are roaming around her chest, and I land them on her boobs. She gasps, tilting her neck for me to indulge with my mouth. I devour it with my tongue and teeth, causing her to moan softly. Shit, my d**k is twitching in my pants. I think I am going to nut in them. This makes me feel nervous. I want to give it to her, but I am not sure how she would react after seeing my big black c**k. I don’t want to scare her, but she will get used to it. “Who did you give my cake to, baby girl?” I ask, huskily and looking into her eyes. “Uh… daddy…” She drops her gaze, pulling her lips between her teeth, getting nervous. I would hate it if she broke her virginity to someone else. I am the only Alpha that should mark her. I would make her my Luna in the wolf pack family, but unfortunately, this is not fantasy; this is real life and I live my life carrying a gun, dodging bullets all the time. I am going to keep her away from the mafia world and protect her and my kids. My kids! f**k! Thando is a maniac. If she ever finds out about this, she might kill me first before she kills Yolanda. “Speak, baby girl,” “N-no, daddy,” She nervously answers, still not keeping her gaze up at me. I slide my hands down to her thighs and gently brush them. She is wearing denim shorts, so most of her thighs are exposed. “Tell me the truth, Yolanda,” I squeeze them, making her squeak. “No, daddy; I am still a virgin,” She slowly raises her face and looks at me. I stop and stand back, looking back at her. I was waiting for her to disappoint me, yet she looks so sincere and so innocent. She is definitely not lying. “Baby girl,” I call her out, sternly. “Yes, daddy?” She answers. I turn my back on her and look the other way. “You should go to sleep; it is late,” I say. I hear her gasping. “Daddy?” She calls out, unsure. “You heard me.” I firmly state, taking the bottle of sparkling wine before I gulp the last bits down my throat. Maybe I was hoping that she would not be a virgin so I could easily access her, but I am happy that the cake is still sealed because I would be the first to mark her. Damn, I thought once I get this kind of opportunity, I would grab it with both my hands, but now that it is here, I chickened out. I am not a weakling, but Yolanda surprisingly gets me nervous. She is special, and she must be treated special, which is why I am willing to wait another day and more before I show her the world. Today she is just drunk and not ready for me. As I turn back to see why she is suddenly quiet, I realise that she had left. Now I feel so guilty. “You f****d up, Alpha,” I say to myself. *** YOLANDA I spent the night packing my clothes and everything that I own into suitcases. I have a lot of things so I cannot take them all, so I am going to leave some of them. Last night made me realise how much I must move out of this house. I am hurt, sad, confused, but most importantly, guilty. How could I let that man trick me into getting drunk so that he could kiss me? He took advantage of me, then sent me to bed like a dog. It hurt me so much that my tears instantly roll out of my eyes when I think about it. Right now, I have made up my mind and I decided to leave this house. My father is already on his way to fetch me, taking me to my new apartment. This place is no longer my home since the reason that made me stay here is no longer here. My mom, whom I have let down. I f*****g kissed her husband, and what is worse about it is that I enjoyed every moment of it, and I shamelessly wanted more. I take the first two suitcases downstairs before I get back upstairs and take the last two. It is already past six, so I expect Daniel to be awake, but I am so glad when I don’t see him anywhere. I wrote a letter for Anele during the night. She was the only kind person to me since we buried my mother, and she matters to me, so I am leaving her this letter just to let her know that I will always be here when she needs me. I just need to stay anywhere but here near her father – the predator. I decided to leave it in her room and she will find it when she comes back home. Thank God Thando is not here because she would have had a field day if she saw my luggage down here. I look at the house one last time as I stand in the middle of the dining room and take a deep long breath. I remember that I need to call Kyle and let him know that I am leaving, and will be moving into my new apartment. The last time we spoke was when he dropped me off at my father’s house and my phone switched off due to a low battery, so I couldn’t call him and tell him about my day. It was a good day, but I ruined it by spending the rest of it with my stepdaddy. Kyle’s phone rings and I get too excited when he answers his phone. “What is it so early in the morning?” He asks, sounding asleep or drunk. He has some explaining to do. “Kyle; can we talk?” “WHAT BUSINESS DO YOU HAVE WITH KYLE?!” A cold chill is sent down my spine, and my body shivers when his deep voice echoes in the room. I slowly turn around to face him. I hear the call ending immediately, probably because Kyle also heard my stepfather’s voice. I think I am busted.