Chapter 16

This morning Risa looks neat with her face looking fresher, this morning she will go to school to submit the chosen University form. "Oh dear, grandma's beautiful granddaughter" Said Rianty's grandmother who had just returned from Surabaya kissing her grandson's cheek Risa just smiled and nodded. He is happy to always feel happy if he remembers having a grandmother who loves him very much. His grandmother sometimes made Risa worry because at her age she was still busy with a boutique business that she started from scratch and now her boutique had expanded and even had many branches in various cities while for family businesses, her grandmother didn't seem curious because she gave it to her son fully. Dimas Rianto. . "What's your decision?" Dimas asked. For a moment Risa stopped and then she let out her voice. "I only want to choose Indonesian University, if in Singapore it's not funny if crazy people from Indonesia are in Singapore" Risa said in a relaxed tone but managed to make the hearts of the people at the dining table feel sorry. Dimas glanced at the face of his nephew who seemed to be trying to remain calm but Dimas was sure his nephew's soul felt pain. But Dimas is sure Risa can do everything well because he will always be near Risa to become his supporter. He will be Risa's eyes when Risa's eyes cannot stare cruelly at life. He will be the mouth for Risa when Risa's mouth can't even defend herself. He will be Risa's hand when Risa's hand can't even warm her body when she feels cold and alone. He will be a foot for Risa when Risa can't even stand up to just stand or step in a better direction. "Sa, what do you think you are not crazy? You are just traumatized, even you will get well soon. If you want to study here, it doesn't matter because you study everywhere the same, and you know auntie brother also study there," said Zahra approaching and hugging Risa with affection. "So the talkative person also studies there, auntie" Risa asked, staring at the face of her aunt who was standing beside her. Dimas and Zahra laugh at Risa's words, then Zahra nods in response to her niece's question. A moment later Risa's face looked grim. As if showing that she did not agree with one campus with Angga. "Sa, you are a man, don't be so, fall in love, you know what it feels like" Dimas said, while laughing made Risa's gloomy face increasingly gloomy. "No, that will never happen" Risa answers between meals to make Dimas and Zahra stop laughing again. "What are you talking about and who" Grandmother said, confused by the topic being discussed. Because grandmother just came out of the room. Understandably, grandmother just returned about 15 minutes ago so she just joined after cleaning her body first. "Risa, she got a scholarship to study in Singapore and the University of Indonesia and Risa chose to study at the University of Indonesia, and talked about prospective grandchildren for mamah," Dimas said, smiling between meals, making Risa. "You get a love scholarship, congratulations and are more enthusiastic about college ... and that means your son-in-law's grandson means Ris's boyfriend." Grandma said stalled because Risa immediately cut her grandmother's words. "not nenek, don't listen don't listen uncle" Cut Risa to neneknya, so Dimas laughs, Zahra and Rianty echo in the dining room because they feel funny seeing Risa looking upset at panic. Dimas and Zahra just laughed in response to Risa's attitude, they were happy to see Risa's attitude like this. It seems like a child his age without pressure and burden because that's what Risa should feel. "I go, sit here mocked constantly"Risa said while carrying her bag and shaking the hands of family members at the dining table. "You leave with uncle," Dimas said, hurriedly saying goodbye to Mother and his wife. Risa did not respond to Dimas's invitation, she immediately kissed her grandmother's hand and then kissed his forehead and Zahra. Even though Risa was annoyed with his uncle, he still obediently left together. Because he knew the last sentence Risa heard from his uncle's mouth was not an invitation, but an order in the form of an invitation. Because when Risa refused, surely the uncle would say 'No, whatever the reason, you still have to go with uncle'. What's the name if it's not forced. Risa quietly looks at her uncle who is sitting in the steering wheel seat right next to him. Then turned his gaze back to look straight at the road. "Why are you quiet" Dimas asked when he did not get it from his niece. "Do not know" Risa answered without seeing uncle. "So, what do you write on the form?" Dimas asked, curious to confused. "medical" Risa answered calmly. "Well, that already has a choice, why don't you know?" Dimas asked while turning his gaze towards Risa with a frown. "still in doubt" Risa answered for a moment. "Istikhoroh Sa," Dimas said calmly. Risa was just silent, and Dimas quite understood the meaning of Risa's silence. *** Risa is now in the principal's office, after traveling with her uncle. Finally Risa can arrive at school. "I'm sure you will be able and capable of Risa," said the principal when he saw the faculty chosen by Risa. There was a smile on the headmaster's face when he saw Risa's choice. "Thank you, sir, excuse me first," Risa said when she felt there was nothing else to do. After from the room, the principal, Risa, immediately left school because now Risa does not have a business at school. It's not the house that Risa is currently headed for. Because, if he goes home to his grandmother and uncle's house, surely she will be bored, so Risa decides to go to the park. Risa sits on a chair in the garden. His views were immediately drawn to toddlers who had just been able to walk smoothly while playing cheerfully with their loving mother. The child falls occasionally because he may not be accustomed to walking for too long, while the mother remains faithful to follow her child's movements. For a moment Risa smiled wryly when she saw it. 'Have I been treated like that? even I don't remember it. Or I really have never been treated like that 'Risa's heart sounded. "Asalamua'laikum cewe es" Risa turned and found a tall figure with her white skin standing with a smile that showed her dimples which made her eyes narrow. "what are you doing here ?" Risa asked with her flat face, not she hated or did not like angga but for some reason when talking with Angga Risa always wanted to try as cold as possible. "Answering greetings from fellow Muslims is mandatory" Angga said. He was Muhammad Raga Angga, the man Risa had just known one day ago. The man Risa knows even though he only knows him for one day is a man who is always friendly with anyone even including himself even though Risa is always cold. "Waa'laikumsalam male fussy" Risa's words briefly made Angga laugh at that. "Where do you continue studying?" Angga asked while sitting beside Risa. Risa was silent for a long time, actually Angga already knew that Risa got a scholarship from Singapore and Universita Indonesia. Angga also knows that if Risa prefers a University of Indonesia scholarship from a scholarship from Singapore. Angga also knew that Risa majored in medicine. All the information he got from his beloved sister. He did not ask, but the older sisterr said it without he asking. "I don't go to college" Risa answered coldly and flatly and managed to make Angga look at Risa because she knew for sure Risa said it was a lie. "Do not be hypocrites who have never been honest in saying and making people not trust you anymore" Angga said firmly. Risa fell silent listening to Angga's statement. Maybe it has become Risa's habit to harbor all herself without anyone knowing. Because for Risa in this world besides uncle, aunt and grandmother will always leave when she is at its weakest point. so why should he tell other people if he will eventually remain alone. That's why Risa is not honest with Angga's question, because she feels no need for anyone else to know about her, because Risa is used to being ignored # R05.