FFMSD – 22

YOLANDA “You are going to be the best doctor, and I would hate to share you as my doctor,” Kyle says as I massage his feet. I cannot just sit and watch him struggle and feel sorry for himself. I know that this is a temporary situation, but I cannot let him do nothing about it in the meantime. We need to exercise his body so that he can quickly recover. “You cannot be sitting all day, eating junk foods when you could be practicing walking again, Kyle. How is your neck?” “Mom, my neck is getting better…” He teases. I playfully smack his arm, and he laughs before he pulls me on top of him. After what happened yesterday with Capo walking into us in a very cosy situation, I still came to see my man today. Dad is still not home, and I am not worried about him for now. Had he known about us, he would have been here already. He is in Durban, but he did not say when he would be back. Gone are those days we would go on business trips as a family with my mother included. While dad would go to his meetings, mom would make us explore the place, we would go to the beaches, and do a lot of fun things. Dad would only join us when he is free or after all his meetings. I miss both my mother and stepdad. They were so in love, and I admired them so much. I have always wished to have someone like my stepdad to love me the same way he loved my mother. This is what I want for my future kids — with Kyle. “What are you thinking about?” Kyle asks, running his hands on my butt under my floral sundress. I have grown used to Kyle’s touches. At first, I was very uncomfortable, but Kyle’s hands are very misbehaving, so as long as it is him, I don’t mind. I love them. We are lying next to each on the recliner chair under the beach umbrella near the pool in his backyard. “Us. I love this so much, baby; and I have thought about your proposal of me getting my things here, and coming over whenever you want me to,” “Are you sure? I also thought about your weekend away, and it sounded like an awesome idea to deceive your dad like that. Well, don’t get me wrong, but deception sounds right to me for a man like Al — I mean, your dad,” “Yeah, deception is the word for my father. He is too strict to be told the truth,” No, he is not strict. Well, I thought he was, but I was wrong. My stepfather has been fooling me and my mother all these times. He has been preaching to me about the seven Bs, knowing very well that he was doing it for his own vindictive. How could my stepdad lust me? I am as old as Thando for crying out loud. What would his kids think of their father? To me, it is very disgusting. We are talking about the very same man that shared the same bed with my mother here. “I love you so much, Yolanda,” He confesses. I look up at him and lay with my chin on his chest. “I love you too, Kyle. You are the best boyfriend I have ever had. So, are we going to share a bedroom when I am here, or are we going to sleep in two different bedrooms?” I ask, really unsure. I have never slept with a man or at a boyfriend’s place, so I don’t really know how these things work. “Whatever makes you comfortable, princess, though I would love it if we shared a bedroom and a bed. I want you closer to me,” “I also want to be close to you… it feels better that way,” I move closer to kiss him on the lips. After I pull away, he looks at me as if studying my face. “I am going to love you, protect you, and make you feel good,” I smile, shyly and drop another kiss on his lips, and this time, don’t let go of him, and he just isn’t bothered by it. As the kiss deepens, I get fully on top of him. His hands run up to my back and scratch it back down to my ass before he squeezes it. The kiss is getting heated by second, and my panties are getting wet. I want to stop this before things get really messy, and I just don’t want to lead him on… but gosh, this is so nice, I would hate for it to end so soon. He softly bites my lower lip and pushes his tongue inside my mouth. Oh, this is getting really nasty. “I am so hard as a rock. You need to get off me, honey, or something big and strong might land in you,” He whispers, breathlessly in my mouth. “But this is nice,” “You are horny, do you realise that?” He blurts out, and I gasp, ashamed. “It is normal. Nothing to be embarrassed about, princess, especially when you are with me,” He slides his hands inside my panty, and I flinch as I did not expect it. “Kyle,” I breathe out. “We are not going to have s*x when you are not ready, but I just want to show you that there are ways we can pleasure each. Tell me to stop if it makes you uncomfortable,” I feel my panties lowering down. The edge to stop him is there, but my hormones are telling me something different. I gasp when his fingers pass down my v****a, sending chills down my spine. “Kyle,” I whisper. “Talk to me, baby,” He whispers back. His eyes are not leaving mine. “So wet,” He says with a smirk. I moan, closing my eyes as his hand constantly rubs against my v****a. I want to sit up with my legs spread wide in front of his face, but I am not confident to that level, but damn it would feel good. “Oh, Kyle,” I cry out as his finger slips inside my entrance. My toes curl and I sit up on him and on his hand, throwing my head to the back of my neck. I let him slump his hand in and out of me like I have no control. My legs start shaking and my body trembling. What is this feeling? Is this normal? It is so foreign, yet so good I do not want it to end. Something uncontrollably is happening in my body, making me scream aloud. “Don’t hold it back, baby… release it,” He says. How does he know that I want to go to the toilet and pee? Does he want me to do it on top of him? My eyes shut, and the most unexpected thing happens. My stepfather flashes in my mind, naked. In my mind, he is the one who is doing what Kyle is doing to me, so passionately, intensely, and gently, and everything that Kyle is saying to me right now is said by Daddy in my mind. “Yes, daddy,” I murmur, as the finger slaps harder, and just at that moment, I shake terribly on top of him, rolling my eyes to the back of my head. Oh, it felt f*****g great, but then I realise that I have wetted both Kyle and me while I was imagining my stepfather giving me pleasure. Oh, no! Does he now creep into my mind? What the f**k!? “Kyle, I don’t know what happened, I am sorry. I am so embarrassed right now,” I say, still trying to catch my breath. “What are you embarrassed for? This was amazing,” “What is amazing about me urinating on us? I should have just run to the bathroom to release my bladder!” Kyle laughs at me. “I have a lot to teach you, my innocent girl.” *** It has been two days since the day Kyle pleasured me, but I hate how it makes me think of my stepdad whenever I try to replay that moment in my mind. It was so perfect, yet Daniel had to ruin it. Anyway, he video-called us last night and told us that he will be coming back home tonight. I cannot wait for him to come because I cannot wait to tell him my piece of mind. Hopefully, Thando and Anele will not be around because I don’t want them to know what their father had been up to. It is just after six, and I feel like cooking. Dad has been ordering daily meals for us to be delivered here, and I am tired of microwaved food. I want to have a proper meal today, but I know that I will not only be cooking for myself, so I take out enough ingredients to make enough supper for everyone. I get to Thando’s room and knock first before she lets me inside. “How may I help you?” She asks with an attitude. “Do you feel like eating a home-cooked meal? Should I cook enough?” “Uhm, yeah. Do you need help?” So that you can sabotage my cooking; no thanks! “I will manage alone, thanks,” I say, heading out but I stop midway and turn back to her. “Can I ask you a weird question?” “Is it weird as you?” “Argh, never mind, Thando,” “I am joking… of course, you may,” I inwardly roll my eyes. “Uhm… Kyle kind of, uhm…” Wow, am I really going to ask Thando about this? “Kyle kind of pleasured me in a way where I kind of spilled some milky-watery liquid on him… is it normal?” “You had s*x with Kyle!?” She exclaims, sounding a bit disappointed. “You did not answer my question,” “Uhm, yeah, it is normal. It is called squirting. If you don’t mind, I was in the middle of something. Close the door on your way out,” She dismisses me. Is she angry at me about something? *** At seven-thirty, I am setting up the dinner table. I have an extra plate just in case dad arrives. Anele is still taking a bath, and Thando is… just Thando in her bedroom. I hear the front door getting unlocked, and it could only be one person. My heart thumps out of my chest because I do not know what to expect. Does he know about me and Kyle? Did Capo tell him what he saw? “Don’t let them know that you are scared”. Kyle’s words that he told me last night during a phone call ring inside my head. I bravely walk to the front door and wait for him to enter, folding my arms. My body heats up when I get to see him, and I feel myself getting softer. The things I wanted to tell him are slowly leaving my head. He looks at me from head to toe with his lower lip pulled between his teeth. “Mmh, mmh, mmh… Definitely a home to come back to. Hello, sexy Lil mamma. Daddy is back.”